<- the flowers I planted.

<- and again.

<- my garden..

<- momma kitty

<- and baby kittens! I would love to keep all of them =]

roni.. sorry its taken me so long to update.. I've been pretty busy... work has been crazy.. I have so much filing to do... that's all I've been doing since last Tues. Saturday I was sick all day. running a fever of 99.9... it was all I could do to find the energy to get ready for church.. today after church I worked in my garden. I believe I've over done it cause now my back is killing me on top of getting over what ever it was I had yesterday. not much going on this week working, going and seeing dad, going to two graduations and that's about it other then working in my garden again. last Sunday night I went to the gun range and shot guns. had so much fun.. its kinda addicting too. cause each time you want to do better. and I also planted flowers last weekend. anyway roni, I need your address again, would u care to email it to me? I don't know why I keep misplacing it. I'll write it in my address book this time.. anyway I guess I'm going to get settled in for the night and maybe kick back and watch a movie and then get ready for bed. good night and god bless.

today I went to Hannah's graduation... goodness she's getting so old.. she'll be in first grade next year. I feel really old today! went to work and hung out for a while and then went and picked up mom from work, and we went by to check on my car... it got hit the other day and it is in the body shop being fixed. I'm picking it up tomorrow and then I'm going to take it back Tues and leave it. can't wait till it's fixed.. so tomorrow I have to go to my nephew's awards ceremony then pick up mom from work... yay for a three day weekend! well i know its short, but I'm going to kick back and relax.. I'm tired.. I went to the EMS cookout today at the park with uncle Dave and Rhonda. its EMS appreciation week so they had a cookout for all the EMTs.

I went to Charity's wedding Saturday... didn't want to but I tried to push my feelings aside and go for her.. I made it almost to church without crying but it didn't last.. I didn't even make it into the church without crying... needless to say I cried all the way through the wedding... but i was there. she understood why I cried and I hope she didn't mind.

so.. today I cleaned my room.. which isn't really any different from any other time I clean my room... but today I started putting Mitch's pictures away where I couldn't see them everyday. I only took two down but its a start.. I miss him, but don't like what he's done to me... I hope he's happy. he had a dream awhile back about me and him. he dreamed that he was out walking with my dog, he said in the dream it was like we(me and mom) had moved and he couldn't find the house. so he relied on the dog to find his way back.. well the dog did, and Mitch said when he finally got back to the house it was like I was leaving and the faster he tried to get to me the harder it seemed. I prayed yesterday that if this was suppose to come true then it would so we can work things out... if by than it isn't too late... and to be honest part of it has came to pass. me and mom hasn't moved lived in the same spot for ever it seems like but we did get a new address.. so theirs the part about it was like we moved.... it seems like my whole life I've got dealt the wrong hand... I'm tired of being Job. oh roni, I need your address again.. we misplaced yours again.

well I guess I'm going to head to bed... the cat is laying on the coffee table asleep behind my lap top guess she likes the heat coming from it, and the dog is behind me asleep on the couch with mom... while me and mom are watching Gone with the wind. :-]

Hey roni! sorry I haven't been updating. Tuesday night I was running a fever, Wednesday I was at EMS with uncle Dave working on my blood pressure for my Nurse Aid Test. then on Thursday I had a really bad headache that was making me feel sick to my stomach so after my test that morning I went to uncle Dave's house to get some medicine for my head. So now I'm sitting at work waiting on time to go home. my headache is kinda coming back but I'm just going to try to refuse it like I didn't yesterday, but yesterday I guess the devil just didn't want to give it up.. not a whole lot going on.. schools out until the 15 of June. then charity's wedding is this weekend but I doubt I'll be going, mom has to work all day, and so does Aunt Rhonda. guess it depends on what all goes on tomorrow before time to be their. last night I went to my cousins band concert.. and afterwards me, mom, Nathan, and Isaac went to the mall and walked around. we went into the book store and I pulled a random book off the shelf (I was looking for books about Amish people) and the authors last name was Henderson... and I thought "how awesome would it be to have your name on a book?" so then I thought "I want to try and publish a children's book" it might not ever happen but I'm going to try... so my brain has been thinking of a story line.. haven't came up with nothing interesting yet but I'm sure In time I will.

Roni, I got your mom a mothers day card I'll be placing it in the mail tomorrow(Saturday) hopefully. I'll address it to Roni's mom so you'll know its for her. oh and I'll see about writing a letter to you as well. I like sending mail, sometimes I wonder if I'm addicted to it cause I like getting mail even if its junk mail.

-Shine on me-

by: the Duncan's.

1) Lord I need a word from you,

that's the only way that I'll come through.

You know everything about me,

You see I need you to move.

In this dark and stormy night I need your guiding light

Lord I come to you to make it through this time.

CH) And lord I will serve you

And lord I will adore you

Just let your mercy fall upon me

for I need you lord to hear me

just shine your light upon me

for you are much grater than my pain

shine on me, shine on me.

2) Lord I'm down on my knees

with a humble heart at prayer

I'm pouring out my soul to you

cause I know that you are there

As the rain is pouring down, I need you to hear me now

Doing all I can to make it through somehow.

hey! been a busy week... finishing up homework, getting ready for finals... I finished my history class today took my final made a B on it.. and then I finished up my abnormal psychology class also.. took my final in their, not sure what I made on the test I have to turn it in tomorrow before three. My nursing class will be finished tomorrow at midnight.. just have to take my state boards on the 14 so I can get my nurse aid licences. all that leaves me with is my econ class.. and it'll be over on wed thank goodness..
~college life photos~
<-me and and one of my good friends.
<- me on the first night of my nursing clinicals.
anyway gonna get off here and get ready for bed..