Hey! sorry I've not updated for the last few days.. been super busy staying on top of my school work and talking to Kenny.. Roni he's the best! we have a date tomorrow night.. its up to me were we go to eat.. all he says when I ask him is "Fri night is all about you, and as long as were together that's all I could care about" I'm thinking about going out for ice cream and then coming back to the house and watching a movie... but we'll see. I do know we are going to look at a house for him tomorrow.. lord willing he'll be able to move soon. two weeks from Sunday his family is having a dinner and they want me to come so I'm thinking about going.. I'm just scared about meeting someones family... I know what happened last time. oh well if the Lords in it everything will be fine.

<- me and Kenny at Charity's house saturday night after church. we were watching them play a game and talking..

I'll let ya know how the date goes.. = D

Hey roni! hope you had a great weekend. sorry If you was on msn Saturday and I wasn't... was busy getting the house ready for company. Kenny came over as soon as he got off work and got ready for church and then we rode to church together. He is so sweet... all weekend if someone asked Kenny where we was going to eat or if we was coming over he was like "it's whatever she wants." Mom really likes him! Sunday we went to the park and watched people from church play softball and talked. then we came back to the house and warmed up the chili I made Saturday and ate.. then after we finished eating Kenny Played the banjo for a little while and sung.. He really wants to move before winter hits roni please keep him in your prayers so he can find a place soon. he told me tonight when he left that he didn't want to leave..
<-me and Kenny at the park.
this morning at church my pastor preached a message on faith.. it was a great service. at the end he had a prayer line and the whole church got prayed for. he prayed that the lord would keep us safe from the H1N1(Swine Flu) that is going around and any other disease that might come along. well I hate to cut this short put I need to get back to my psychology homework so I don't have much to do tomorrow.

"I'm gonna be gone In the twinking of an eye
I'm gonna be gone won't have time to say good-bye
I'm gonna be gone could be while I'm singing this song.
I'm gonna be gone and it wont be long I'm gonna be gone."

Roni I missed talking to you today. Hopefully we can chat tomorrow. this last week has been amazing. = D can't wait for the weekend... thank goodness it's almost here.... Kenny's coming up Saturday when he gets off work.. can't wait to see him... and hopefully next week he's coming to get me one night when he gets off work so I can go with him when he sings and plays. I hope its any day but Thursday since I have training Thursday night for the hospital in somerset so I can continue volunteering. he's the most sweetest person I think I have ever met. He is truly my blessing from God. I'm trying to pass the time waiting on Kenny to get home from playing with his group tonight.

ok enough rambling on the subject of Kenny. don't want to bore you to death. haha I trust you are you doing well. remember your always in my prayer.

Great News!

so.. I got home from work today to find out I didn't have to go baby sit. which was great. don't get me wrong I love my little kids I keep but was grateful for an evening off. well Kenny called today when he got off work.. he was on his way home.. said he was going to stop at the bass pro shop get some bait and go fishing on the pond. but that wasn't the real reason he called. he called to ask me if I was single and that he was glad my mom asked him if he wanted my number. he also said that for the last six months he had been wanting to ask me out but was scared that people would think he was coming to church just too see me and not for church. he was also scared that some other guy would start talking to me and take me and he'd miss out on his chance. I explained the whole situation with Mitch and how he treated me the way he did. Kenny did not care one bit about it all. he said that he was looking for a good christian girl and that he believed he found a pretty good girl. he also didn't like how Mitch had treated me and that he wasn't a man. Kenny kept calling him a boy. he said that he believed that the man should move because in the bible it says "a man shall leave his mother and father and cling to his wife" so he's fixing to start looking for an apartment or a house.. which ever comes first and move. = D he also said I wouldn't have to worry about his family treating me like Mitch's family did. that it was his choice and no one else. that his family viewed it like, if a girl he picked was good enough for him, then she was good enough for the family. I'm really going to start counting down the days until I see him now.. = D roni, he is so sweet! I really honestly believe that the lord is in this. I'm so happy!

Wonderful weekend = D

church this weekend was amazing! the little brother that preached did an awesome job! just the way he brought out some things. he said something along the lines like when you speak the word God starts working on it. when he said that it was like I got hit with a ton of bricks. I thought to myself " I've been praying for someone to treat me right and what does God do he sends me Kenny" he was also preaching about Just once more lord. It was a wonderful service this morning. all of them were but something about this mornings service was totally different.

last night after church I spent the night with Che. had fun. went to her sisters house and hung out and listened to the guys play music... Kenny was their and he was playing his banjo. He would look at me and if I caught him looking at me he would turn all red and look down.. then he would end up messing up on the banjo.. it was so funny but cute when he got all bashful. once he figured out what was happening he just gave up on playing the banjo all together.

Mom finally asked him if he wanted my number after church and he said "yeah I want it just too shy to ask for it" so mom got it and gave it too him. then at our church dinner he goes "your mom gave me your number." I told him " I know she told me in the car" now... below is our first picture together of many more to come. = D

well I'm going to head to bed here in a few. gotta get up Early and start my week so the weekend will get here faster.. Five days! = D

Roni, Below are pictures I took around somerset. you always seem to post pictures of things around you but I never have so here they are... =D
<- the road that has three lanes on each side.. <- this is the gym where I work out at in the mornings before I head to work. although I haven't been in a while.. hopefully I'll head their tomorrow morning..

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<-the famous McDonalds.. haha

<- this guy is really strange. he walks up and down the street carrying a bible, running up to cars and trying to preach to you. while it's never happened to me I've seen others. the reason I say he is strange is because of the way he acts.. everyone thinks the guy is stupid. me on the other my heart goes out to him cause he doesn't know the word like we know it, but he's giving it his best.

we are having special meetings this weekend.. I can hardly wait for church and to see someone.. only five days.

Kutless - What Faith Can Do
From the album It Is Well

Everybody falls sometimes Gotta find the strength to rise From the ashes and make a new beginning Anyone can feel the ache You think it’s more than you can take But you are stronger, stronger than you know Don’t you give up now The sun will soon be shining You gotta face the clouds To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains Hope that doesn’t ever end Even when the sky is falling And I’ve seen miracles just happen Silent prayers get answered Broken hearts become brand new That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard Impossible is not a word It’s just a reason for someone not to try Everybody’s scared to death When they decide to take that step Out on the water It’ll be alright Life is so much more Than what your eyes are seeing You will find your way If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains Hope that doesn’t ever end Even when the sky is falling And I’ve seen miracles just happen Silent prayers get answered Broken hearts become brand new That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds You do have a chance (That’s what faith can do) When the world says you can’t It’ll tell you that you can!

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains Hope that doesn’t ever end Even when the sky is falling And I’ve seen miracles just happen Silent prayers get answered Broken hearts become brand new That’s what faith can do That's what faith can do! Even if you fall sometimes You will have the strength to rise

this is like one of the best songs I've heard in a while. I don't know what it is but I love it. my favorite line is "silent prayers get answered broken hearts become brand new"

well I've had a very interesting weekend if I do say so myself. been busy with school and church. today I went to the park and watch the guys play softball. I ended up playing with some of the babies from church =D then came home and turned in some homework and played CSI on the computer for a while I finally solved a case I had been working on for a while. probably gonna play another case here in a few.

church this weekend was good. we have special meetings come up in two weeks. looking forward to them..

roni hope everything is going well with you!