hey roni, I'm still here just been really busy.. about out of school for the summer until my Summer class starts then I'll be hitting the books again.. I just got home from my CNA clincals... and let me tell ya I smell really gross.. ha ha I'm also really tired its one am here... just wanted to update real quick, I was going to last night but the Internet started messing up and wouldn't let me.. sorry its short but I'm really tired from answering call lights all night long.. ready to hope in the shower and go to bed.. hope you have a wonderful day..

set with grandma for a while tonight.. I love her dearly! she's under contact precautions have to wear a gown and gloves to go in and see her. she has MRSA. it is a bacteria that can kill people if it's not caught in enough time.

Roni, made a 19 on my ACT! now if only I can get my micro grade up.. please pray I'll get a C or better in the class. I know the Good Lord helped me the ACT and I'm trusting him to help me get a B.

Roni, Grandma is about the same, so now its just a waiting game to see whats going to happen. she doesn't even look like my grandma :-[
I know this isn't a very good update but I just wanted to let you know. once the doc comes in tomorrow morning we will know more about whats going on. keep her in your prayers still. and I know you are and I really thank you for it.

another prayer request I have another test in micro tomorrow, I passed the last one with a C with the lords help witch brought my grade up from failing to passing, so tomorrow I have a Lab test and I know if my lord has done it once he can do it again. I haven't had a chance to study like I've wanted, with grandma being sick and my mind has been a going a hundred miles a min. just pray the lord will help me with this one again.

well I'm going to get to bed so I can get up early and get ready and go back to the hospital and then to work and school. take care.

is heart broken at what the future may hold from my loving grandma. she was rushed to the hospital today by an ambulance. she is really bad sick. she only knows that she has a kidney stone.. the kidney stone blocked her kidney from draining and it backed up in her body which caused sepsis(bacteria) in her blood stream. they took her to surgery to put a stint in to drain the kidney, once they get her stable they are going to remove the kidney stone, then remove the stint. right now the family doctor is concerned with the sepsis, he told us that they only give healthy thirty year olds a 20% chance of making it. mom believes it was just a nice way of saying "prepare for the worse" I'm going to stop writing now before I break down and cry, and head back to the surgery waiting.

Happy Easter

Well this has been a wonderful weekend of church services. God moved in every single one of them. it was awesome!! my someone actually wished me a happy Easter!! I about had a heart attack. I believe my miracle is starting to come to pass.. Roni I hope you had a wonderful Easter as well. after church today i went to a wonderful Easter play about the life of Christ.. it was amazing! but also sad to know that the church putting the play on don't know the real truth and God doesn't even see what they do for him to a point. while watching the play I was so thankful that I know the whole truth and not just part of it. Just to know when he died, I died with him, and when he got up, I got up with him.

Here's a couple of pictures from the play.

Praise His Name

1)When you're up against the wall and your mountain seems so tall And you realize that life's not always fair You can run away and hide, let the old man decide Or you can change your circumstances with a prayer

CH)When everything falls apart, praise His name When you have a broken heart raise your hands and say "Lord, You're all I need, You're everything to me" And He'll take the pain away When it seems you're all alone, praise His name When you feel you can't go on just raise your hands and say "Greater is He, that is within me" You can praise the hurt away If you'll just praise His name

2)You can overcome by the blood of The Lamb And by the word of your testimony You'll see the darkness go As your faith begins to grow You're not alone, so how can you be lonely?

I love this song! I have been singing it all day.. hopefully one day soon I'll sing it at church. the chorus is my favorite part of the whole song...

well quick update before going to bed... I believe I passed my test today.. but I'm not getting my hopes up.. I don't want them to come crashing down... time to start studying for the next test.. Roni sorry i didn't update last night was up late studying and was falling asleep while doing so. but I believe it all paid off. Roni remember my sister in laws grandma, she has to have surgery tomorrow on her hip. my dog has been trying to get me to go to bed... which is sounding great to me... better get the young'in to bed before he falls asleep in the living room and I have to carry him to bed...

hope you have a blessed day tomorrow and thank you for the prayers. I'll keep you in mine.

so.. I'm really stressed about my test Thursday.. even though I've been studying for weeks I feel like I know nothing and feel like I'm going to fail my test... but I'm trusting in the Lord to help me remember everything I need to remember so I'll make a good grade and come out ahead. please keep me in your prayers...

Roni, I don't mind about the picture =] my Internet has been acting stupid again.. school is coming to a close pretty quickly!! I'm so scared I'm going to fail microbiology and not be able to graduate in may =[ but I know God can turn it all around. I really just need to stop stressing and clam down and I'll do just fine.

well I'm going to head to bed.. but first I'm going to pray! then turn on my faithful CD of micro and drift of to sleep.

well Roni I uploaded some pictures I thought you might like to see... their of me when I was a little one.. lol
<- this is what I'd do if I got mad.. oh wait I still cross my arms when I'm mad.. =]

<- me and my daddy.. I was chewing on something... I believe it was a set of keys.

well church this weekend was good... was kinda down Saturday but it was an awesome church service.. our song leader told me after church and that when he looked at me playing the piano that something spoke to his heart and said there was a miracle on they way for me.. I can't wait to know what it is. I believe with all my heart it has to do with me and someone. in my heart i believe that's what my miracle will be. I've prayed for one for about a year and half.. and after what happened at camp and then Saturday night I can't help but believe that's what it is. ugh the waiting is killing me.. I hate not knowing.. oh well in time..

well I've been watching this show on hgtv.. it's called my first place.. it's about couples buying their first home to live in... and I started thinking... all these couples were paying around ten thousand dollars down and still having monthly payments of over a thousand dollars. I know that I won't be able to buy a house for a while any how but I'm going to get all my bills payed off now, then I'm going to open a savings account and work two full time jobs this summer and take one pay check and stick it in my savings account towards a down payment on a house or save it for money to build a house.. I kinda like the ideal of building a house cause i know i can do things the way I want them and not have to redo a house i buy. I know this is a long ways off but it never hurts to get started. Lord willing it will all come to pass.

well going to head off to bed.. I'm tired and I gotta get up early tomorrow morning.. back to the same old same old.. a little over four weeks of school left!

THERE'S A MIRACLE IN THE MAKING

1) The crowd was great but she knew she had to reach Him. For it was her last hope of ever being healed.So she pressed through until she touched his garment Oh, and right then and there, her miracle was fulfilled.

2) Have you prayed and prayed and still you find no answer.Has your faith grown weak and you feel you're all alone? Don't give up for the God you serve won't leave you.There's a miracle for you, just keep holding on.

Chorus) There's a miracle in the making One for you the Father is working even now.Your prayers have been heard and the answer is on the way There's a miracle in the making for you today.

Roni, My cousin in Florida that passed away a few months ago.. well his wife's dad had surgery a few days ago and had three heart attacks in fifteen Min's and has some brain damage.. they are calling the family in tomorrow and making a decision about taking him off life support.. so the family needs your prayers. dad said she called him crying earlier tonight. =[ I prayed for him, and prayed that if it was God's will for him life that could would spare his life for his daughters sake.

so tomorrow, I am going to work.. and I'm going to spend most of the day studying.. I believe I'm going to study for the Act for an hour, then study for microbiology for an hour.. then back and forth all day until I get off.. I'm determined Saturday to get what i need on this test so I won't have to take it again... same thing with my microbiology class, I'm determined to pass this class! and I believe Thursday when I take my test in this class I will pass this test and then the devil will be wondering what happened..

this summer I'm thinking about going to Quebec Canada for a youth camp.. =] I need to get my passport tho, so I'm stopping by the post office tomorrow and checking on an application.. the camp is actually in about six weeks or more.. so it's not too far off.

well roni, I'm gonna get off here.. gonna get to bed... but first I'm gonna pray.. then turn on my microbiology CD.. roni I know you don't want me studying while I'm sleeping but I believe it's helping me to remember a lot of it.

well not much happened today.. went to work, school, work and then back to school. I had another meeting with someone, they helped me with the math for the act.

other then that its the same old same old.. I'm so lazy this semester... roni pray I'll buckle down and get to busy with my school work I'm just so burned out and ready for summer.. I was lazy all afternoon today... took a much need break... but tomorrow that's going to change I'm going to get busy.

well I'm gonna pray and head off to bed..