I'm glad today is over! & I hope tomorrow isn't a repeat!!

here's my day in a nutshell... everything that could have went wrong, went wrong.

my physics teacher allowed me another day to take my test, so today I was in the middle of taking it and it popped up, access denied and kicked me of our blackboard system (where all my classes post homework, notes, everything for tests, and our grades) so I tried to bring up the web page again on my lap top.. but I was still getting access denied... ugh! so by this time I was thinking "maybe I'm just not meant to take the test after all" so I go to the star center to ask them if their is anything I can do about it, and I tried getting on blackboard on my lap top in their but I was still getting access denied... so I get on one of their computers and it lets me on blackboard, and it lets me all the way into my physics class but when I try to take the test again I got "this has already been completed and can not be gone back and edited"I had maybe 10 questions finished out of 26, and it turned what I had finished into my professor.. so the only choice left was to email my professor and tell him what happened and hope he reopens it again for me.. man I feel like I've just been giving him excuses... Roni keep your fingers crossed that he reopens the test for me.

then I had a quiz tonight that i barley even study for.. I maybe spent a total of 10-15 minutes trying to study for it... but good news I passed it with an 80, sorry roni, didn't get your A. but I had to guess at most of the questions cause I didn't know them... God really helped me out tonight In my quiz.

then Che took my blood today... it didn't hurt too bad.. my arms a little sore but that happens every time you have blood taken.. Che's teacher is going to run a test on my blood and see what type I have for me cause I have no clue what type I am.

I believe I'm going to go to bed before anything else can go wrong.. ha! the only thing that seemed to went right today was Che taking blood from me.. hey at least I made it home without anything going wrong... I hope and pray tomorrow is a better day.. maybe I should stay at my house all day tomorrow...

another day is finished..

I'm actually glad today is over.. I don't know why..
I've been in a really great mood all day.. I don't know why either.. ha! oh well....
I'm so tired..

here roni my brain must be thinking right.... this quiz girl has a quiz tomorrow... HA!!
I hope and trust you had a good afternoon and night...

I guess I'm gonna finish house, pray and go to bed... looking forward to tomorrow!! because after tomorrow I only have Nine more payments on my jeep!! single digits!!

Tired

boy this weekend was a busy one.. my cousin came up with Shelby!! she's such a cutie!! their going back home in the morning.. I hate to see them leave, I hardly get to see them...

church last night and this morning was great! Saturday night he was preaching about victory, and this morning he was preaching about what our new home will look like, and the streets of gold.. and about how this was going to be a moving day he didn't want to miss. it was really awesome and I truly enjoyed it..

my no bake cookies were awesome!! they tasted so good... gee if I wasn't too lazy I believe I'd go get one now and eat it.. but I am, so I'll save them for tomorrow...

well I reckon I'm gonna head to bed.. I've already prayed and read..

"Just wait till you see my brand new home
Wait till you see its beauty rare
There’s nothing down here that can compare
Just wait till you see my brand new home
My Heavenly Father’s building me
And I’m gonna occupy for free
Just wait till you see my brand new home"

police academy graduation

<- uniform inspections... if you look at the front row my brother is in the brown behind(2nd row) the two guys in the blue. it might help if you make the picture bigger, once you got the picture bigger count over three people, and he'll be the fourth one. you might be able to tell better on the secound picture then go back to the first once you can point him out..
<- they have to be arms length away from each other.. so they hold their arm up to see if they are.
<-class 396, all of my brother's fellow class mates. <- my brother receiving his certificate, he's officially a police officer now. or as I like to call him, a sheriff's deputy cause he does work for the sheriff...
<- me and my brother at Applebee's after his graduation.

I have a ton of pics roni, but I didn't upload them all cause I thought mom might like to upload some to hers, if she doesn't than I'll upload some more... hope you enjoy...

yay! my brother graduates police academy tomorrow....

so.. tonight class went well... took our quiz, than went over some things, then we looked through microscopes... I passed my quiz with a 90... yay! next weeks quiz thought, I don't know if I'll pass or not.. were looking at slides of hair follicles and the dermis and epidermis.. I looked at them tonight in the microscope but it all looked weird to me and I'm not going to remember what I seen by next week. I have a lab exam coming up in about three weeks over everything we've done so far in class... hopefully I'll be able to pass it... I'm gonna start studying tomorrow for it..

so my cousin is coming up this Saturday so I'll get to see little baby Shelby.. I can't wait to hold her!! oh, remember to pray for Genesis.. I trust everything will be fine with her and the baby.

my brother finally graduates police academy tomorrow!! I'm so glad that he's finally coming home after all this time.. he's been gone since May sometime... I'll take tons of pictures of it for ya Roni.. I wonder how they will do a police graduation.. wonder if it'll be anything like a high school graduation? guess I'll find out tomorrow.. Roni, If I post pictures tomorrow will you be able to see them Saturday morning?? cause it'll before Friday night before I can post them... just wondering, if not they'll be here waiting for ya on Monday :D

well I guess I'm gonna get off here, finish the episode of house I'm watching, than pray and go to bed.. gee I really miss my special someone.. I believe it won't be too much longer until we're talking again... their isn't a day that goes by that I don't thank God for working things out between us. :D

so... lets see.. what to blog about.... *thinking* *thinking* I have no clue... ha! so I guess this will be random... oh no look out.. ha! so lets see... I'm currently watching CSI Miami, they solve murder crimes.... which is right up my ally..

school is going well I'm actually enjoying it... to a point... have another quiz tomorrow in my Lab.. hopefully I'll pass it too....

Roni, Rhonda and David have started updating.. don't know if you've seen it or not.. just thought I'd let ya know. I'll be praying for ya, missed talking to ya today on msn.. but I understand..

so.. my brother is down to only two days left in police academy... I can't wait till he's home... when ever he does get home, I get to go out on patrol with him for the night... so that will be a blast..

I should start volunteering at the hospital again here soon.. gotta get a TB test and fill out some paper work..

I PASSED MY TEST!!!! *JUMPS FOR JOY* now since that is off my chest I'll blog.. I made a 51/60 which equals an 85.. once he finds out who made the highest he'll curve the grade and add points on to every ones grade.. so its possible I could end up with your A roni by the time he figures my final grade... i'm so happy that I passed and that test is over with now.. I can move on with my other homework..

I hate to cut tonights blog short, but I'm tired and ready for bed..

Hello

I feel like my head is going to explode, I've read, and read oh and read my anatomy test review until I cant contain any more info until my test is over with, so I can empty my brain, and start over again.. HA! I'm joking, but I am tired of studying for my test tomorrow night... So I'm finished for the night as far as studying. I might work on my psychology paper now seeings how it is due in about two weeks. I want to finish it so I can have someone look over it and tell me what I need to change before I turn it in. why am I going through so much trouble? <- me and che on the way to a youth get together two weekends ago..

Tomorrow I gotta go to the store and get some things for the office.. then I'm gonna probably study the rest of the day off and on until its time for my test..(I wished I could take it now) I hope to goodness I pass. I also have to go to the computer lab and print out my anatomy notes for class tomorrow after we take the test, my printer is being stupid and is only printing in color, when I know that I have black ink. unless I used more black ink then I thought I did. which in my case, would be my luck.. ha!

I'm slowly starting to get sleepy.. gee Roni, every night I say that... I guess it's cause I'm staying up too late... tomorrow I shall be in bed earlier... yeah right... I don't see that happening cause I don't get outta class till after nine... and not make it home till thirty after.. well my dog is in for the night(hopefully) so I guess I'm gonna finish up the episode of house I'm watching then read and pray, then head off to bed..

I'm going outta town Friday!! I can't wait... my brother will be home for good afterwards... he's graduating from police academy... will post pictures.

so I'm home from the youth get together.. had a pretty good time.. listened to about 10 minutes of a tape, that was because we was late and they only listened to half of a tape, watched some corn hole games, played the piano, ate some food, watch some volleyball, and watched a part of a game of soccer before it came to an end with Matt hitting the ground and bent his knee the wrong way... I believe he tore an ACL(anterior cruciate ligament) which is a ligament that holds the leg bones in place right behind the patella(knee cap) he was in a lot of pain so we all prayed for him. I'm trying to get a headache, I took an aspirin before I left hopefully it'll kick in before long and my headache will go away.

Tomorrow I have class, then it's off to work... I have a lot of studying to do, have a big test coming up Tues.. I hope to goodness I'll pass... keep your fingers crossed. I'm slowing starting to get sleepy... maybe it'll be a good idea to go to bed and get some rest..

Bible- Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth,

"the christian life is not a constant high, i have my moments of deep discouragement. I have to go to god in prayer with tears in my eyes and say 'o god, forgive me,' or 'o god 'help me.'

"How great is our God, Sing with me how great is our God, and all will see how great, how great is our God"- Roni, I don't know if you've heard this song or not, but its a really good song...

Camp Shirt

well here it is.. the camp shirt.. I'm getting ready for church and waiting for the rice to be finished so i can eat breakfast.. I'm hungry.. I have another youth meeting today, I'm not 100% sure if I'm gonna be going or not, today is my grandma's birthday and I want to spend some time with here also. well see tho. well I'm gonna get off here, I believe the rice is almost finished I can smell it..

short update.

I'm home from class.. passed my quiz. yay!

I still don't feel good at all. I just took some medication's.. so hopefully that will kick in before too much longer...
I believe I'm gonna take a nice long bath, or I'm gonna go to bed...

Night.

i'm tired of not being able to breath

<- part of my crazy youth group.. playing in the play ground at McDonald's.... yes mom I know where a little too old.. but hey we gotta have some fun every once in a while. <- I'm surprised I fit... getting out wasn't so much fun tho.

... well as the title says.. I'm tired of not being able to breath.. I've tried just about everything.. pinching my nose, blowing my nose.... nothing works... maybe I should stand on my head... but then again that wouldn't be too fun. so my last resort take Tylenol sinus sever...

Our camp shirts are in YAY! our camp isn't to far off.. I'm actually looking forward to it.. yes Roni, I'll take lots of pictures. and our shirts look awesome.

so tomorrow night this quiz girl has yet another quiz.. i guess that's how I got my name huh roni? ha! I got my anatomy test review finished so all I gotta do is print that out tomorrow, I'm almost finished with my physics and almost finished with my chapter in medical terminology. I feel like I'm not getting any where in school even though this is my third year of college..

I was watching house last night and they quoted this bible verse.. which I found quite amazing.. not because of quoting a bible verse cause they do that a lot on some T.V shows, but what the verse was. maybe God was trying to tell me something... who knows..

here it is.

1 Peter chapter 1 verse seven.
that the trail of your faith being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.

I'm being pretty lazy tonight and updating while I'm laying here in bed.. HA! I'm using my laptop tonight... so for my usual I passed my quiz.. and roni I know your probably thinking "like always quiz girl" your silly.. I have a test next week.

so tomorrow is going to be a pretty crazy day.. first off I'm going to the coffee shop (Baxter's) in the morning with my sister in laws. then I'm going to school for my two classes, then off to work. I hope tomorrow at work doesn't go by very quick. I got a lot to get done and not enough time. My plan is to finish my study guide for anatomy, finish my medical terminology, and finish as much as my physics as possible before I get off work tomorrow.. then after I leave the garage
I'm going to my dad's to finish up the rest of the paper work so he can go file for his taxes..

My throat is starting to hurt now.. Grrr.. it hit me in anatomy class tonight.. while we was talking about RNA and DNA., and how RNA is a single strand, and DNA is a double strand (helix). along with other things.

well I guess I'm gonna go, my dog is still outside and wished he'd come in. until he does tho... I guess I'll watch a show of house.. then go to bed.

Super tired

<- my baby cousin! Shelby Sue Underwood..
well today went by pretty well even though I'm SUPER tired.. I'm fixing to hit the shower and hit the bed.. I hope tonight I can sleep all through the night and not be woken up every few minutes.. yesterday, my pastors granddaughter, my cousin, and Joe all got baptized in my pastors pool.. it was raining pretty hard and I think that's why I got sick all night last night. school is going well, I got some of my physics homework back and i got a 20/20...

well I know this is a short update but I want to get ready for bed so I can spend time reading and praying.
Roni, thank you for your prayers, and talking to me. Oh I emailed you two songs.. I hope you got them. I also hope you enjoy them.

"Draw me close to you, never let me go, I lay it all down again to her you say that I'm your friend, you are my desire, no one else will do, cause no one else can take your place to feel the warmth of your embrace, help me find the way bring back to you
your all I want, your all I've ever needed, your all I want, help know you are near"

I really don't know what to blog about.. today by all means has been a rough day! I won't lie, I've yelled, fussed, and cried till I can't cry any more, my eyes hurt, my nose is sore, my stomach kinda hurts, and the top of my cheeks are raw where I've wiped tears away all day.. I've almost came to the conclusion that I'm not happy, no matter which way I look at things. I'm tired of praying and truly meaning things from my heart and it just seems like the trial gets worse.. I miss my special someone more than anyone can imagine, I find myself checking my phone every few minutes thinking "has he texted, or maybe he called and I just didn't hear it" I try to keep my head up high, and try to go on with my life, smile and say "I'm fine" or "I'm good" when someone asks how I am, when I really feel lonely and depressed.. it feels like I take 10 steps forward and 20 steps back.. I really just need prayer.. I went up for pray Saturday night after church and told him that I needed prayer, and that I didn't want to be at church... I felt great afterwards.. then it started all over again today... I'm not saying all this to just get attention, or for anyone to feel sorry for me.. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. I'm just trying to get it outta my mind so maybe I can sleep tonight, and not worry about it...

"I can do all things Thur Christ who strengthens me"
I thought this was cute

The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Lovely Day

home from night class.. I had no quiz tonight!! I worried all day that I would have one then I'd fail because I hadn't studied for it. I had a really nice conversation with a lady I've never even met before, her kids are wanting to come to our camp, so I had called them back with some information about our camp. at sometime in our conversation we started talking about my special someone, and I made the comment "what ever you want to call him now" and she said something along the lines "don't you believe he's your husband?" I said "yes" then she said "then call him your husband" she also told me she'd be praying for us.. she is such a sweet lady. then I started talking to her daughter about camp. I have to call her back tomorrow with some more information. Roni I wished you could come join us!!

I'm starting to get some what sleepy.. Roni, it seems like I'm sleepy all the time HA! my mom has been yelling for me off and on for the past 5 minutes or so.. spudnick(my cat) was trying to kill a bug and mom wanted me to help spudnick win the fight. HA! so i took the salt shaker and killed the bug..

<-- my baby spudnick..

<-- playing with chocolate.

well its getting late, I better get to bed.. I gotta lot of studying to be done this weekend.. hopefully I'll mange some how... HA! hopefully our youth group won't plan anything this weekend... if they do, I guess school will become second..

welp only one more school day this week, and only two days of work left... then its the weekend.. which at this point doesn't really mean anything to me, I have four major tests coming up, one I gotta do before Sunday night, two on Monday and one a week from Tues. I hope and pray I pass them. so i have a date this weekend with my school books.. have four major tests coming up have to pass to keep my A's... look out books here I come! lol I'm being silly now..

I'm kinda running out of things to blog about... hmm lets see, school is going great! I'm enjoying it a lot this semester. I'm thinking about playing tennis this year at the college, but I don't know.. I'm not really good at it.. guess we'll see..

well it's starting to get late, guess I'm gonna get to bed.. gotta work tomorrow, then night class..

Glad today is almost over

well my fun filled weekend is over.. Had a blast yesterday over at my friends house.. Played corn hole, watched a volleyball game... ate.. played the piano... I'm going back in about two weeks it'll be so much fun!

Our church camp is coming up soon.. things are going to start to get busy around here pretty soon... getting food, cleaning the dorms, the kitchen, the pavilion, cleaning the cabins, and cleaning where we're going to have church at on the mountain... I get to be a counselor this year.. and are youth group are adding the finishing touches on our shirts were getting made, and we're still working on the song we're going to be singing. I hope my special someone comes to camp..

well I guess I'm gonna get off here its getting pretty late..
Nite.

book of revelation...

I really love this song!

It’s the old ship of Zion, its our hope for the lost and the dying. it’s the soul saving station, it’s the joy of my salvation, well it’s the church triumphant oh lord and its built by the hand of the Lord..

I’m talking about a church in the book of revelation its built on the rock got a firm foundation, its been through the flood, it’s been through the fire, one of these days the church is going to move up higher, it’s the church triumphant oh lord and its built by the hand of the lord

Its been through the flood, but the flood couldn’t harm It. Its been through the fire, but the fire couldn’t burn it, been feed to the lions, but the lions couldn’t eat it, fought a lot of wars but never been defeated it’s the church triumphant and its built by the hand of the lord.

Hold On

I've been there a thousand times
I've felt the rain like a thousand knives
And it hurts I know it hurts
I've been there like a fighter plane
Tryin' fly my way through a hurricane
And it's hard I know it's hard

Don't be afraid You'll make it through
Just call out to me and I'll come running to you

Hold on, hold onWhen the current pulls you under
And your heart beats like thunder
Just give me your hand
And hold on, hold on*Until* the storm is over
And I'll be fighting for youJust give me your hand and Hold on

I'll give you hope, I'll give you faith
And if it's dark, I'll light the wayFor you, for you
By your side, until the end Until you're standing tall again
I'm here, I'll always be here And if the tide, sweeps you out to sea
When your strength is gone, and it's hard to believe

Hold on, hold on When the current pulls you underAnd your heart beats like thunder
Just give me your hand And hold on, hold on Until the storm is over And I'll be fighting for you Just give me your hand

Crazy day!

today was a pretty crazy day.. it actually started last night when I went to bed.. my dog chocolate was sick off and on all night.. so i was up with him.. then I tossed and turned all night couldn't sleep for nothing in the world.. Then I was late for work... goodness...

worked on homework pretty much all day, and studied for my quiz that I had tonight.. which I passed.. Hopefully I can keep this up the rest of the semester.. I've decided to take it one quiz/test at a time.

tomorrow when I get home from work I have to lay my hermit crab to rest. one of them died :*( I have no clue why, I just came home and it wasn't moving at all and I couldn't get it to move... I'll be getting another one before long tho so my other hermit crab will have company.

I Just finished eating my supper. I had Vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup.. I'm still kinda hungry. Guess I'll find something else in a few.

well I guess I'm gonna get off here I'm going to start typing my test review out so I can start studying for my test and not wait for the last minute.

today went by really quick actually way to quick... i have none of my homework finished like I wanted it to be. owell...

I didn't think I was going to be able to update tonight.. we got a new modem for our Internet and I can't get it to work.. I was even on the phone with someone and they couldn't get it to work.. so much for technical people that suppose to help you. so I'm still using the old modem... *frowns*

Roni, I'm eating popcorn again! I guess I am addicted to it. My dog likes it too. he helps me eat it sometimes. hehe I even think the cat likes it. I'm so tired...

My new baby cousin is so cute! I can't wait to hold her... she's only a day old...

well I guess I'm gonna get off here for the night while my Internet is still working like it should.

Good Night

well first off I passed my quiz.. yay! i'm glad... class tonight went by pretty quick.. I just finished my supper.. haha some popcorn.. I have popcorn kernals in my teeth and I can't get them out! its driving me crazy and it kinda hurts.

My cousin is having her baby! I can't wait for it to get here... its a little girl their going to name it shelby! I can't wait to see it!

well I better be getting off here.. gotta get up early in the morning.. I'm glad things are

Everyday its starts all over again
Verse 1: Great is His faithfulness, Mighty are His ways Day by day I marvel, As I stand back and surveyEverything I needed, He’s there to provide Joy returns each morning, Right before my eyes

Chorus: Everyday, it starts all over again, New mercy with the dawn His faithfulness goes on And gone is all the guilt The worry of sin It’s all been washed away Everyday It starts all over again

Verse 2: standing on His promises, Trusting in His Grace Morning by Morning I find a resting place He’s the God of my salvation, The Lord of my life His love has no limit, No boundary of time

Home from my trip

well I'm home from my long trip.. I'm so glad to be home, and get back to the every day things.. I wasn't able to keep my mind off of things and it drove me crazy. I need to be cleaning my room instead of updating but I couldn't help myself. lol

the creation museum was really neat, I really enjoyed it.. It started in Genesis and went Thur the Bible. They would be talking about when the world was created, and they would have what the Bible said about it, then they would have what the scientist said about it. of course the Bible would prove the scientist's wrong. it was really neat and can be life changing. <- here's a picture of the ark. they had it fixed to where you could see inside of it. their hoping to get approved by the state to build a life size ark. it was really neat.

I talked to my dad today, I get to go see him Wednesday when i get off work.. I'm excited I haven't seen him since our trip to Florida.

well I guess I'm gonna get off here and go start cleaning my room up, and getting things ready for school this week.. my special someones brother is getting married this Saturday.. wished it could have been me...