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wow! where has the time gone? it seems LIKE forever since I've update this thing. I just now got my password reset! roni promise to start updating more so you'll know what is going on in our life.

Chloe can now walk any where she wants to go! she's getting WAY to big! hopefully we'll be able to talk again real soon. going to make this sort. gotta put the buggers down for a nap.

hey Roni! long time since I've updated been busy moving, and cleaning. lol pluse now I am back in school for three more weeks. ugh oh well it's almost over!! I'll have the internet back at the house this week so hopefully we can talk again on msn!

you'll get the hang of driving! it takes some time. I love the car!! I thought trading my car in for a new one but I'm not goin too. mines paid for.

anyway I better get off here, Im at church get together and we are fixin to eat! pics later.

this is all of my nieces and nephews, (besides chloe)

Chloe in her easter bunny ears.

me and kenny after church! the most recent picture of me just for you roni without my belly!

Chloe before church this morning with her memaw..

hey roni! just some more up to date pictures of the family! hope you enjoyed. a lot has been going on here in my neck of the woods.. haha tomorrow we close on our house and we get the keys to it so my life is fixin to go into over drive with packing and moving.

I've taken two of my finals so far and have passed the classes with A's. Going to re-take the finals to try to make higher.. lol I know i'm such a nerd..

my life has changed a lot over the past year and half! I've gone from being single to a full family in no time. Chloe is growing so fast! it seems like she was just born yesterday.. before I know it I'll be planning her birthday! I plan on posting a new video to youtube soon! I will also be posting pictures of our house soon also!

hope to be talking to you again soon on msn... maybe by the time we are all moved into our new home..

well gonna get off here and get ready for bed! I'm tired and have a big day ahead of me!

He Didn't Throw The Clay Away
Empty And Broken, I Came Back To Him
a Vessel Unworthy, So Scarred From Sin.
but He Did Not Despair... He Started Over Again
and I Bless The Day, He Didn't Throw The Clay Away.

over And Over, He Molds Me And Makes Me,
into His Likeness, He Fashions The Clay.
a Vessel Of Honor, I Am Today,
all Because Jesus Didn't Throw The Clay Away.

he Is The Potter... I Am The Clay
and Molded In His Image, He Wants Me To Stay.
oh, But When I Stumble...
when I Fall... When My Vessel Breaks,
he Just Picks Up Those Pieces,
he Does Not Throw The Clay Away...

over And Over, He Molds Me And Makes Me,
into His Likeness, He Fashions The Clay.
a Vessel Of Honor, I Am Today,
all Because Jesus Didn't Throw The Clay Away.

a Vessel Of Honor, I Am Today,
it's All Because Jesus Didn't Throw The Clay Away

hey roni! sure am missing you on msn. I guess I've checked it like 30 times these last few days. but now I know why you haven't been on. will keep you in my prayers. also will you keep a lady's step daughter father in law in your prayers a car blew up on him and caught him on fire. they are only giving him a 50/50 chance of making it. also keep my brother in law in your prayers his kidneys are failing again and he will have to have another surgery. dad has surgery the 28 of this month. Me and Chloe have been sick but thank the good lord he has healed us! Chloe had a condition known as RSV sometimes it can be so bad that it puts small babies like Chloe in the hospital she also had an ear infection, and i had a sinus infection. Chloe is now rolling over from her back to her stomach. she gets so mad when she does, she starts fussing and crying. lol and she is starting to laugh now.. me and mom have been the only one's to hear it now.. Kenny is still waiting.. also Chloe has found her tongue and has started to play with me by sticking it out at me and then smiling about it.. its way to cute! melts my heart when she does that.

anyway going to get off of here, got a lot to do tomorrow.. been doing mom's computer work for school cause she doesn't have the time, and we are goin to see the in-laws tomorrow. so busy day ahead. ttul

God Bless!

hey! gosh it has been a while since I've been on here. school has been going good. so far I still have A's in all my classes. and mommyhood has been treating me well! I was reading your post about how a sometimes a song just stays with you. I know exactly how that is I pro drive Kenny crazy cause sometimes I listen to the same song over and over. so far here is some that have really touched me. they are by Michael combs. he is the guy I told you that I went to see in concert four our anniversary.

He Called My Name

Verse 1
They ask old Lazrus, Can you explain.
How a man can be dead, And then live again.
Why that's just insane.
Old Lazrus said boy's I heard a voice.
He spoke life to me,Then death set me free.
When he called my name.
Chorus X 2
He called my name, And I heard his voice.
He called my name, and I made my choice.
And I knew my life would never be the same.
After he called After he called He called my name
Verse 2
They ask Zacheus---" Can you tell us about Jesus"
In a sycamore tree he said, I climbed up to see.
The Lord pass my way.
But the Savior called out, today I'll stay at your house.
So I took him in, And he forgave all my sins.
And he called me by name. ( Yes He Did)
Chorus
He called my name, And I heard his voice.
He called my name, and I made my choice.
And I knew my life would never be the same.
After he called After he called He called my name
Oh !
Thank God he called Thank God he called He called my name
He called my name

Walkin with the lord

VS 1

when this world, gets to me, and I need to find some peace i need to find some peace

I just speak his name,the name above all names and he takes my hand and here I go

here I go

Chorus

I go walking walking with the lord on my knees

I go talking talking with the lord on my knees

VS 2

every day when I pray I can feel his presence their

I know hes their

he speaks peace to me and my spirit is set free

and I'm gone again, gone again here I go again

Tag

I just speak his name, the name above all names and he takes my hand and here I go, here I go

every day when I get down to pray, i go walking with the lord

I could go on, and on, lol but I'll save some for later. hope this finds you well roni! hopefully we will talk again real soon.

The scars in his hands
How could he justify the love that he’s given?
How could he make himself believe, it was worth each drop of blood, each nail driven, just to save someone like me?
CH)
So won’t you tell me how? He could think somehow that I was worth it and deserve eternal life.
Just give me one good reason and then maybe I’ll understand, that lead him to believe that I was worth the scares in his hand
V 2)
I tried so hard to think about how he was feeling, when they nailed him to the cross?
Life’s so hard living knowing I’m to blame for what I know deserves his greatest fault.

MERCY WALKED IN

VS. 1 I STOOD IN THE COURTROOM, THE JUDGE TURNED MY WAY,
IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE GUILTY, NOW WHAT DO YOU SAY, I SPOKE UP YOUR HONOR, I HAVE NO DEFENSE, BUT THATS WHEN MERCY WALKED IN

CHORUS: MERCY WALKED IN AND PLEADED MY CASE, CALLED TO THE STAND, WAS GOD'S SAVING GRACE, THE BLOOD WAS PRESENTED THAT COVERED MY SIN, FORGIVEN WHEN MERCY WALKED IN.

VS.2 I STOOD THERE AND WONDERED, HOW COULD THIS BE, SOMEOE SO GUILTY, HAD JUST BEEN SET FREE, MY CHAINS WER BROKEN, I FELT BORN AGAIN, THE MOMENT MERCY WALKED IN.

REPEAT CHORUS

TAG: THE BLOOD WAS PRESENTED THAT COVERED MY SIN, FORGIVEN, WHEN MERCY WALKED IN.

so church over the weekend was really good! he was preaching about the rapture and how one day you'll be doing your daily activities and then all of a sudden you'd be gone and everyone would be like "where'd that person go?" that they'd search every where and not be able to find them and that the would finally be like "you know that person did believe something strange" it was good. anyway I was up feeding Chloe and wanted to post real quick, now that she's asleep I'm going back to dream land myself.

here's a song from church my pastor was singing at the end of service.

I'm living on top the mountain and I'm alright I'm alright.
I'm living on top the mountain and I'm alright I'm alright.
I'm living on top the mountain and I'm alright I'm alright.

I'm drinking from the well and I'm alright I'm alright.
I'm drinking from the well and I'm alright I'm alright.
I'm drinking from the well and I'm alright I'm alright.
I'm living on top the mountain and I'm alright I'm alright.

*more snow pictures*

<- ice hanging off a building. when I was a kid my dad used to stop along side of the road and break me off a piece to eat.. i've not done that in for ever! it tastes different then water you get from a sink does.

ate supper at moms tonight was a lot of fun! after we had ate supper we came home and kenny left his phone at moms so I offered to go get it.. it was dark and kinda late so I left chloe bug with him and headed to moms I thought a quick trip their and back.. boy was I wrong.. kenny has a head light out on his car honestly didn't think nothing of it until I got pulled over by the police lol thankfully he didn't give me a ticket. here roni if you go over the speed limit or have anything wrong with your car the police pull you over and give you a ticket its usually several hundred dollars and you have to go to court and be seen by a judge.. it also goes on your insurance which makes it cost more.. thankfully the good lord allowed the cop not to give me a ticket. this is the first time in all of the seven years I've been driving that I have been stopped by a police officer. my baby girl is asleep and i'm headin their myself.

<-our bed

<-our living room.. yes roni those are deer heads hanging on my wall.. Kenny shot and killed them ate the meat from then and had the heads mounted.

<-Chloe's room

<-another picture of chloe's room

<-our bathroom

<-our kitchen...where I spend most of my time

<- snow and ice on our side walk

<- the door to our apartment... yep still decorated for christmas...

<-our drive way

<-looking across the field.

<- Roni this is what a paci looks like, they come in all different shapes and sizes.

this is what the roads look like when it first starts snowing.. they are pretty nasty!

hey roni! here is some pictures of the snow. I'll get out tomorrow during the day and take some around where I live. its really coming down as you can tell in these pictures. the roads are getting bad also. these pictures were taken out my door of my apartment. I'll take a picture of my apartment tomorrow when I'm out taking pictures for you.. I might even take pictures of inside my apartment.. not that you would want to see them.. i'll have to clean it up first.. lol anyway my little one is asleep so I'm heading their myself. hopefully my hubby will get snowed in tomorrow and they'll call of work so we can spend the day together.. I want to build a snowman outside so we'll see how that goes.. oh and make snow angels...hmm I might have to take Chloe bug to moms so I can play in the snow.. haha nah I'll put her snow suit on and take her out with me.. for a little bit anyway.. we'll see...

Here is a bunch pics of Chloe. I will take pics of the snow tomorrow and post them.. we are expecting more snow tomorrow! I love it!! hope you enjoy the pics!
<-Chloe and Levi (amber's baby)

<- took chloe to visit perschool.. this is the classroom were I do all my work for my college classes. the lady holding chloe goes to our church.

<- us at church the day chloe was dedicated

<- another pic of Chloe after she was dedicated.

<- us in church the day chloe was dedicated.

<-chloe in her crib asleep..

<- me and chloe on her first night at church.

<-chloe on christmas day in her christmas outfit.

<- hanging out.. wearing her UK outfit.. she'll pro end up liking basketball..

<-her hair after her first bath at home.

<-her again after her first bath at home

<- Seth, Nevaeh, Amber, Levi, Me, Chloe, and Kenny at the church christmas dinner.

<-best friends with our babies.. Roni this is the friend I was telling you about that was pregnant when I was. her little boy is a month older then Chloe.

<- having baby Chloe dedicated at church!

so after I was on bed rest for 18 hours they got me up to walk.. which was really rough the first day.. they made me walk around the halls for four times a day.. each day I did that it got easier to walk.. they also made me go to the bathroom and they made me take a shower.. I was thinking to myself.. "I'm still a little numb and you expect me to do all this?" haha but I did and I made it. the rest of the time in the hospital they just gave me pain medicine and made sure I was fine..